January 02, 2000

To love for the sake of being loved is human, but to love for the sake of loving is angelic.

I woke up this morning with the realization that this is the last day of my holidays with you. Tears welled up in my eyes for a moment ot two. I squashed the feeling and compressed it into a little ball and shoved it away into the back of my heart. It was an incredible week and I will miss having you near. However, you will be with me in mind and spirit everywhere I go colouring my world with brilliant light. In love the paradox occurs when two beings become one and yet remain two. Such a profound thought. So I will bask in every moment I am with you today and let it sooth and sustain me until the next time my love.

January 05, 2000

10:45 PM. Tonight I taught my first class of the new millennium. It always brings me such pleasure. My students are wonderful. I watch them struggle. Tonight I also saw a parallel with you Moz. Your intranet site. I am so proud of you. You are so talented in so many areas. I love watching the mechanics of your creative side. One of these days I will put a paint brush in your hand. You must try it at least once. For the fun of it. Only for the fun of it. Besides, you might make us rich and we can move to Seychelles permanently and live the life of bohemians on the beach. LOLOLOL. Keep up the good work Darling. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

January 10, 2000

Good Morning Sunshine, Good Evening Moon, Just one more night, I made it through. Thank God I did, for I know why, While I slept, an Angel Was My Guide. Peace came so easy, while I slumbered deeply, I rested so well, dreaming sweetly. When I awoke this morning to a beautiful day, I realized the angels had led the way. So one more night of sleep I received, To awake this morning peaceful and relieved. By Prudence Menier. I am so happy and light hearted at this very moment. Moz, I feel your love all around me. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

January 17, 2000

Another blissful weekend. O:-) I'm tired to the bone but I don't give a damn LOL. Every second with you is worth it. You showed your love for me in full force and I'm in awe of it's power. We're so good together in every way. Thank you my Darling. This gift you gave me overwhelms and emcompasses my very soul bringing me so much happiness.

January 24, 2000

Ahh... To make contact again with the journal O:-)... I was away for too long... But, again, that is me I think... Passion takes over me and I plunge in new worlds... The design and construction of a new site with new techniques involved have drowned me... It is so intense what I feel when I am in that state of mind... Overwhelming I should say... But fortunately, with your help, I came back to the nest O:-)... Home... Where it is warm and loving... I need this also... And you give it to me... Thank you my love... You take such good care of me... The weekend that just went by too fast was wonderful... We were able to let our craziness take over and follow it... Such pleasure... Such good moments together... Thank you for this also... You make me a happy man... XXXXXXXXXX

January 26, 2000

Tomorrow is already Thursday. Time just seems to dissipate so quickly. I'm happy to see that you stopped by the journal Darling LOL. I know how much you enjoy working on that new site. I missed your company sometimes, true, but I knew that eventually you would come out of that state of mind as you so poignantly put it and would find the old path that leads you home where I will always be waiting for you. It makes my heart warm to see you happy and content. You must feel free to do what you like without any pressure whatsoever from me. I am not going anywhere. O:-)) Another little gift that comes from the strength of our loving one another as we do. Chateau Bliss has certainly been a blast. It was great working alongside you again. Just doing what comes naturally. Acting crazy. Feeling such ease with one another. There will be more times like that in our future. Well it's time for bed. 11:26 pm. Yawning........ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Your guardian angels will be surrounding you as you slumber, taking wonderful care of you. I love making you happy Moz. O:-))) Bonne nuit cheri XXXXXXXX

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