SEPTEMBER & OCTOBER 2000
October 4th, 2000
Here it
is October, my birthday month. I'm finally back online. Two weeks without a
comp but it was worth the wait. I have spent a lot of time in the birthing process
of producing everything from scratch. Getting back all my programs and finding
"stuff" again. So much has happened in the last few weeks too. I started
a new job! Imagine that. Teaching has started for me too and Mozart has started
painting and holds a special place in the teacher's heart. We could get arrested
over this student/teacher relationship LOL It has been so much fun. I never
dreamed it could be so much fun. Especially when Moz brings a couple of bottles
of wine to class. That Brouilly is something isn't it??? LOL I always make the
student stay after class for extra homework assignments LOLOL My new job is
going great. I love it so far. Every day as they add new assignments I get busier
and busier. I'm still in the orientation period. I got to see Moz's son graduate
bootcamp from the Canadian Army. He looked so handsome in his uniform. Eventhough
we arrived a little late, we got there just in time to see him get an award.
It was a lot of fun for me and I was very proud to be part of it. My daughter
went for her medical tests yesterday and now it's just a waiting game. The doc
said no news is good news. Angel prayers are flying everywhere. O:-) I still
love my new apartment and really really enjoy making a nice warm crackling fire
in the fireplace. Moz has been coming regularly to Montreal these past few weeks
and I really enjoy that too. My schedule is always so hectic when classes start
and it's wonderful to have him with me in my own nest, plus I get to spoil him.
O:-) I do miss Trois Rivieres though. I love going to Moz's house too but it's
nice not to have to travel so much. All in all, I am extremely happy. I have
the most wonderful love in my life. He truly is my soulmate and I count my blessings
every day that we found each other.
October 9th, 2000
Today
is Thanksgiving Day. There is so much to be thankful for. I sit and reflect
on all the wonderful things my life is blessed with. The kids came for supper
last night. My crazy stove acted up and I had to send the turkey home with the
kids for a couple of hours to finish the cooking LOL It was really nice to have
all three kids together at the table with me and Moz. Today is just a nice lazy
fall day. I have a cozy little fire burning in the fireplace and I'm truly truly
just "floating" in all the wonderful feelings I have inside my heart.
I have much to be thankful for.
Lyrics by Folliot S. Pierpoint (1835-1917)
Arrangement from Conrad Kocher (1786-1872)
by W. H. Monk (1823-1889)
For the beauty of the earth,
for the glory of the skies,
for the love which from our birth
over and around us lies;
For the beauty of each hour
of the day and of the night,
hill and vale, and tree and flower,
sun and moon, and stars of light;
For the joy of ear and eye,
for the heart and mind's delight,
for the mystic harmony,
linking sense to sound and sight;
For the joy of human love,
brother, sister, parent, child,
f riends on earth and friends above,
for all gentle thoughts and mild;
peace on earth, and joy in heaven:
October 15th, 2000
What a birthday I had!
It was so wonderful. The restaurant "Queue de Cheval" in Montreal
must be it's finest. Everything and I mean everything was first class. Even
my date LOL Didn't we have a good time Mozart? It was the best. Everything from
sitting at the bar having a predinner drink at the Sheraton, to the Cosmopolitain
martini, to the giant steaks, the oysters on the half shell, the $150 bottle
of wine, the way the waiters sang or should I say bellowed out Happy Birthday
and of course the porto and cigars.... the lovemaking when we got home, even
the birthday card you made for me with the giant surprise inside. Everything
was just so perfect. Thank you Darling. It's a birthday I will never ever forget.
I appreciated every moment and will cherish every second for as long as I live.
I love you sooooooooooo much. XXXXXX
October 17th, 2000
Tonight
I did something I haven't done in a long while. I danced with angels in the
angel web rings. So much fun. I had almost forgotten what it feels like. So
much inspiration. It's wonderful to renew my faith in the power of angels. (not
that I had forgotten mind you LOL) I want to share this with you tonight, just
before I close my eyes and go to sleep knowing that I am not alone and that
angels watch over me and my loved ones. O:-)
Angel Touches
Think of a time when an idea came to you
that was so vivid and pure, and was so true for you,
rolls of shivers started in one part of your body
and then inundated every cell of your being.
You may call that Angeltouches or Loverushes.
That was us!
Think of a time when you awakened at night
with a thought so clear,
you knew it answered your every question.
That was us!
Think of a time when you were so still,
you could hear the music and knew
it was the "music of the spheres".
That was us!
Think of a time when the earth, God, and
you
were so aligned that you knew it was your truth in all it's glory.
That was us!
Think of a peace so deep
and a time when you were so connected
to love and light
you could not reach the bottom of it.
That was us!
You were not hard to find....
We are the stillness.....
We are there waiting......
We are there knowing.....
JUST BE.... WE ARE THERE!
October26th, 2000
Frustration.
Lonliness. Lack of patience. Headache. What more can I say. I will be so happy
to see this week end. Why does it go like that sometimes? Yes I know about the
ups and downs of life. Yes I know it can't always be bliss, but why so many
rotton days in a row???? Why are there not enough hours in a day to enjoy the
simple pleasures? I work so damn hard. When do I get time to play? Why isn't
there enough money to do the things I want to do ? Why do I have to live so
far away from Mozart? Why can't I find the willpower to lose lousy 8 pounds?
Why do I live in a place that gets so damned cold? Why? Why? Why? So many more
whys and I'm just too tired to keep typing. I wish I knew some of the answers.
I'm going to bed............. tomorrow is another day O:-(
